Sorry to hear that you are struggling with narcolepsy and living your life. It can be difficult to do basic tasks with a disease like narcolepsy, let alone make long-term life goals and meet them with the limited amount of energy we have. One of my friends with narcolepsy wrote an article on narcolepsy and finding purpose and balance in life. If you'd like to read this article you can do so here: https://narcolepsy.sleep-disorders.net/living/vocations-occupations-purpose Hope that helps... You are not alone in this! Warm regards, Tatiana (narcolepsy.sleep-disorders.net Team Member)