Waking up wondering if someone's been in the house

Okay so I'm sitting here on a stool doing dishes and I don't know what's going on but I thought I was dozing off but really I was sleepy or something because he was here doing what he normally does to me and when I woke up it was too late I know I'm hurting again because the first thing I usually do is go to the bathroom and that's when I know what he's done. Somebody had mentioned a center or something that helps people that are elderly or something can you help me out and remind me of the name of the place because I need to get some support. The cops around here won't do anything about this. It's affecting my hips my spine.

I've never had hallucinations and I video myself all the time so I don't really sleepwalk I get up to go to the bathroom and yes I do get up to snack I had a doctor tell me that is part of the narcolepsy. It helps me sleep. He told me narcolepsy people do tend to eat when they get up. You get up to go to the bathroom when they get up to eat. Now I do talk and I don't know what I'm saying sometimes or I'm just mumbling maybe not making much sense or I just don't understand what I'm saying the cameras not picking up much but mumble. I talk a lot when I wake up haha. Well I live alone so. I talked to my cat also. Sometimes I'll go outside in the mid hours and I'll go check the mail I'll feed my cats outside and I'll go for a walk with him. I cook chicken late at night and give it to them. That's when I do most of my cooking. A lot of times when I eat though at fall face first in my food because I get so tired LOL I'm like a baby you feed me I fall asleep haha

I'm not in any kind of medicine for it and I don't take sleep medicines. I don't really need sleep medicines because I can fall asleep at no time. I've never known that I hallucinated. I don't sleep well I record myself quite often. I talk in my sleep and when I wake up I talk. Usually when I wake up and do things I remember. Yes I have moved things around. I don't pee in the shower that's for sure. And I always pick up the shower curtain and put it on a hook afterwards but it's always back down. My cat's been acting funny lately like very needy last night she started screaming and woke me up I ran to see what was going on and there was nothing going on she just started asking scared. I don't know if it's somebody else's getting in the house or she sensing something coming from me. I have alarms on the doors and I sleep right through them. They're very loud too. Not much wakes me up. The sense of someone leaving is what wakes me up. I get up and I'm dizzy and lightheaded and I can't walk right kind of bouncing off a walls my pupils are little and something doesn't seem right. I'm sick to my stomach. Last night my neighbor said he heard something in the house at the time that I was sleeping I said from now on been on the wall or holler to me. He said he's going to do that. I woke up with bruises all up and down my arms and on my chest I have no idea where they came from.

Yes it's very hard to try to make sense of everything and everybody says nobody's in your house nobody's getting in but every time I go to the windows that I've put boards on or nails should the nails are out order thumbtacks that I put around the curtains or on the floor so I don't understand what's really going I live in a bad area so there's a lot of drugs. 3:00 in the morning I always hear something outside sounds like someone trying to get in and I hate when I knock out and then when I wake up it's already too late I seen somebody's already been in and then I feel sick and I feel like I've been drugged because I feel light-headed and dizzy bouncing into the walls and my pupils are little sometimes they have marks on me and sometimes I've had stuff all over my sheets and on me and I don't know what's really going on. I have called the police and they tell me that there's nobody in the house and I have gone to the hospital but for one they don't check for roofies in this area to see if you've been drugged by them which twice now I've been knocked out for over 12 hours and I don't sleep more than a couple hours maybe 3 hours tops and that's Max if that at all. I don't remember anything not even going to the bathroom or grab a bite to eat which I do here and there to try to help me sleep. I usually fall asleep in my bowl of cereal or ramen noodles LOL soak my bed end up having to change my sheets haha. Sometimes I fall asleep face first in my food kind of annoying lol since I wear glasses. Food seems to make me sleepy. My food disappears in the house. My shredded cheese I seen somebody likes and I don't know if you're from the East Coast but my devil dogs disappear even if I hide them in the freezer. They take my coffee cakes. But then again they say this could be me doing it even though it's hard for me to believe that I'm snatching up my last devil dog that I hid. They seem to pee in my shower and my bathroom is starting to smell and I know that isn't me. I keep the door shut so my cat isn't going in there. I found a washcloth with pee on it this morning and it's making me sick. They use up all my shampoo and conditioner and I find hair in the drain so this is what confuses me and I don't know how they could get in because I've nailed the Windows shut and boarded them up even though I find the nails on the floor so how can I do that? I have a padlock on the door so I don't think they can get by that. This is so confusing and I wonder how this all can be happening. I've learned to stop talking to people because they just call me crazy and tell me that nobody's getting in because you got a padlock on the door and boards on the window but they don't see that the screws are taken out and the thumbtacks are on the floor and I have to pick them up. The cops say the same thing so I stop calling them because they don't protect or believe and they always send men and it makes you feel uncomfortable when you feel like you've been violated. When my bottom feels like something happened or I've got marks on me they send these men these young boys and it makes me feel sick. I have videos that pop up on my phone because I have a background camera that runs all the time. They seem to know that it's running and sometimes or I should say a lot of times they shut it down or they avoid it. They move the phone or tip it over. You can hear noises and sounds but you can't see anything. I did catch one video of me it seems I was drugged and I was coming too on the couch which I don't really sit on and I wasn't fully dressed they must have just left. The cops don't even want to see it and it doesn't seem fair. Last night I heard something on the roof. I live in a trailer and then next thing you know as I was trying to stay awake I dozed off and when I woke up it was too late. They have already been in the house and I say they because I don't know who else to say. So I don't know what all is real and what is it all real because I'm knocked out and I don't know if they're administering some kind of roofie because the hospital tested me for other drugs because there's a lot of meth in the area and those tests came back negative but they don't test for roofies at the hospital. I don't know what really is going on but it seems almost evident that somebody's coming in and it's been every day. I don't know how to stop it I've been trying to find another place but it's hard because I'm disabled and handicapped. Nobody listens and my landlord is a real jerk. All he thinks about is getting some himself. He's very mean and abusive so I don't even talk to him when he calls. He just calls me names. It's very stressful being alone and not knowing exactly what is really going on. I'm going to work on getting some cameras. My cat is acting scared and having trouble eating. She has her own room because sometimes she pees outside the box so I can't trust her in other part of the house. She was normally an outside cat but I brought her in because she's pregnant. I wanted her inside with me but she snuck out and got pregnant before I could get her fixed. She's a beautiful loving tortoiseshell and I wish I could find her a home because she likes a lot of attention. When I move I don't think I could take her with me. She has a black brother and sister that are twins and her sister is pregnant because her sisters and outdoor cat and I couldn't get her fixed because she's hard to keep in. I have no car so I haven't been able to get them to a vet. I did have a car someone hit me and I lost my vehicle. So it's quite a struggle believe me if I had a vehicle I wouldn't be here.