I think I was in denial for many years bc the Adderall helped as well as a sleep schedule. However when the Addy pooped out the struggle became more real, side effects that were new to me emerged and judgement was harsh. It took me 11 years to finally accept that I have a chronic illness and it's still hard some days especially when my son refused to accept it and decided I didn't want to see my grandson when I'd have to cancel because on my N.